All of my hurt is built up inside clogging up my heart. All of my Hopes and dreams that never happen to me. O Holy one why is it so hard to hear your whispers. You need to rescue me, I am falling fast into tears. The things that I have lost, the things that I crave so bad. I know that you have delivered me from so much already. But I feel like I have not gain anything else in its place. I am crying out to you for an answer rarely do I ever hear you. Yes you give words through poetry but rarely do you speak to me.