I only read out of a sense of longing It never fulfills So I read less and less Of the poets I love I love less and less Of the people I know Of people I knew Of myself I hate more The walls need to have holes stomped in them My grammar and structure Need to go **** themselves You need to listen And quit being a ******* And I need to call Papa He's my favorite man We haven't talked for months When he dies, That's when I'll do the stomping I'll be more alone Even though he barely knows me