Eating flowers, magical
Whiskey jameson taste
I could replay how good it felt
To feel like yours, for a moment again
But I had to walk into the misty rain
Lipstick smeared all down my face
I know it will never end with you loving you
You loving me
Fighting to make us work.

Pictures of what once was
You have let yourself go, I said
Honest words but I hung on the fence
Your strong hands telling me what to do next.

A summer shandy beer
A best friend that has a boy's bed to sleep in
Every night. Everyone goes home to someone
Every night.
But my purple rose lights and I
We find tranquility in solitude.

We don't make any sense
My intellect, we nod and say
It will take a two way street investment
For me to decide, to truly stay away
From you.

Writing letters on a page
At one point thought it could be him or him
But I stop waiting for a him
The final month of whats about to begin


I wish a lot of things sometimes
Black lace, a romper you couldn't refuse
But I teach people how to treat me
I stand up when no one else will
I fall asleep, right now.