What do you do beside get anger when you are hurt?
How bad are your past stories to make you distrust everyone.
I can only watch you from a distance because you push everyone back so far.
What pressure me to help you and why am I so afraid to reach out and ask if you need it?
I wonder what I have to use to destroy your shields and how many step I have to take to get close to you and hoping you won't take me for granted.
Everyone can easily see your pain through your skin and they can tell from your reaction how much you suffered
What pains me the most knowing their someone else that experiencing the same thing that you endured
So many times I want to tell you hold on because I'm coming to help you.
So many times I see you cry and but all I can do is walk away because I feel so weak to come to your aide.
Even when I close my eyes all I can see is your face drowning in yours tears and I keep telling myself how much I want to tell you this
I want to tell you to save your tears for me that way when we meet in person you can rest your head on my chest and tell you to drench my chest with your tears