At this very moment my heart is breaking
it’s breaking in two and I can feel it
it feels like a huge weight is on my chest
like a ton of bricks fell on me
it’s hard to breathe
it hurts so bad I can’t help but cry
I want the breaking to stop
I feel like a part of me is being ripped apart
and there is nothing I can do about it
I feel like a part of me is gone
and I can’t get it back
crying makes the pain worse
with every tear that falls another part of my heart breaks
and every breath I take makes the aching hurt so much more
When the tears have stopped a numbness falls over me
making me very tired
with each breath I take my chest burns
like an open wound left untreated
I fall asleep and dream of memories that make me smile so big
then I wake up
I realize it was just a dream
I start to cry as my heart breaks all over again