Heavy eyes, so tired all the time Holes in my pants, looking like Bras and little ******* As Jameson shots claim and dance In our throats I tried to eat the flower you gave me.
City skylines an uproar of lust I can tell in your eyes, you know What you have lost Subway shenanigans, you Lick your fingers repeatedly The taste of me.
Up against a wall, loss of control Dark beard and blue eyes I once swore my heart into Now there is a knowing in my step As a bar bathroom spins Your longing to be near my skin Again.
Wish I could sleep on the bus But I feel anxious about all the things I must do and taste A castle we climbed into Like a little girl and boy You wanted to take My lipstick off.
The village. I had to walk away and leave you The way you left me So many times before Gin & tonic punishing me As we both throw down dollars We didn't own before
I watched you see me disappear From afar Wandering into the city, I took the wrong train Felt like all those times I got lost as a little girl from My mother in Walmart Once in Disney World I cried into the night Fear of never getting home.
But I did. The aroma of you still thick But things are different now, I tell you As a light rain mists all over Our present tense What it will take for you to stay away.
A few weeks, a heavy kiss Give you a day in May But I won't stay, to ensure anything With you, my Betrayer Love.
Exits, words, no goodbye For the final time? But opening myself to hard work Joy, fight, respect, fulfillment
So I think of a toast A toast for me: Evolve, always.