It's as if each night I toss and turn once more than the last. as if each night I contemplate and calculate the chance, the risk, and the hope of falling back into you. as if each night in my dreams I hear your name more than my own breath and it's as if each night is spent with your memory etched into my brain just as it is etched into this paper and I might sound crazy but I'd give anything to look into those shaky eyes and promise you the world one last time.