It's not fair
that
I love you now

in this moment
as I'm typing
and now as
you're reading

It's not fair that
I love you
so hopelessly
and faithfully
so candidly and
longingly
so full and open
heartedly

It's not fair that I
love you in the
present
where you do not exist
where I am here
and you are nowhere
ashes in the wind.

How can I live
in the now,
live right now
love right now
where you're only a thought
right now

a memory unbound by death.