standing amongst others
 in a crowded room
why now do I feel most gloom?

I stand alone in rooms full of cheer
listen closely
for the silent cries
noone can hear

Maybe we all have hearts of stone
hiding our scars and broken bones
battered and beaten,
torn to shreds
often dreaming of being dead.

Too scared to voice my thoughts aloud
im forced to hide it amongst the crowd
I drift amongst them 
an unguided drone
seeking to find a safer zone
for here I feel
so very alone