Though I hurt, I give it to the Lord. Though at times I fear the tears welding up. Though it may never stop but keep hurting. In those times my strength comes from the Lord. I know that he has a purpose for pain and suffering. I know that for most he takes their pain away. Others he uses their pain and suffering to help others. As for me he has taken much away from me already. He might be leaving this pain to keep me humble.