If you gone through rejection your whole life here on the earth. You need to realize that there is nothing wrong with you. Sometimes its an spirit that is attach to you and it refuses to leave. So with this in mind , all that you need to do is ask God to remove it. Thus freeing you up to find your perfect mate after its gone from you. For no one deserves , to have this evil spirit attach to them forever. Just ask Christ , to either move it or show you how to remove it. Then either way , you shall be free of this deceiving spirit. So then you shall see the truth you are lovable, we are can be. Just remember Jesus loves you and so do I and other people.