Love terrifies me
the thought of falling asleep in somebody’s arms
not sure whether or not their wishing you were someone else
the thought of leaning on someone when your down
not knowing if your driving them crazy or not
buying them gifts and doing their laundry only to discover love notes from another girl in the pocket of his skinny jeans
falling in love only to realize who you fell for is far different than the person you thought you knew
expressing your feelings only to be told in return things you know are lies
meeting the family and feeling accepted when behind closed doors you being titled as “NOT GOOD ENOUGH”
saying “I Love You” and meaning it to be told “I Hate You”
to find out everything you built together was nothing, it meant nothing to him but to you it was your whole world
the thought of trusting somebody with my heart after it was ripped apart is enough to make me want to puke
I guess it’s obvious to see
love absolutely terrifies me