It’s eleven o'clock at night
I’m lying here awake
I’m thinking of all the mistakes I’ve made
and how they brought me to hate
the one and only person who always stood by my side
yet I pushed him away out of fear
now all I do is cry
how could I have been so stupid
to never let myself see
that the man of my dreams
was standing right in front of me
he gave me his all
even when I didn’t deserve it
still I broke his heart
then walked away and laughed about it
I’ve become a heartless *****
after being hurt too many times
I got sick of the games
and all the ******* lies
so I turned the tables
on every heartless boy
now I’m the one who’s in control
I treat everyone with a heart like their toys
I guess it’s true what they say
you are how you feel
I just never imagined my pain was this real
I’ve become the feelings
I’ve hid away in my chest
I stopped being the good girl
and became the world’s heartless *****