Upside down telephone steps, Diagnosed with perplexed paintings. I felt it in my blood, Pills rattling in the gutter of a bottle, Lifes going no where, Polar bear drowning, Is the only sight I could see, As I looked into the vortex of my future, Crisp apples and new pencils, Can't make me learn quicker, Quickly I melt into an abyss of wondering, Down a deep dark hole of nothing,
Sometimes I think about the time you told me, it was Blake who stole all the pills. But it was you. I think about what you did with the money. But today I lay upside down on the stairs, well, the ceiling fan turning rapidly. Suddenly thinking what would happen if it fell, would I lose my head? I laughed knowing I already did.
I hate it all haha it keeps getting worse. Jeeezzzzzzzzz I need to stop