i don’t miss you, but i miss simplicity. i miss being held, i miss being cared about. nobody does that anymore, nobody cares to make sure i’m okay. my friends do, but it isn’t the same; they can be there for me, but not in the same way. for the first time i have no one but myself, and if i want you in my life again eventually, i’ve got to learn to take my own advice; “sometimes, in order for someone to be in your life later on, you have to let them go right now.” italic i’ve never been good at listening to myself. *italic