I just want to cut and scream and cry,
But I can't I have to hide behind this smile this lie,
I have to act like I'm happy and filled with joy,
While people step on me and abuse me like an old forgotten toy,
I make sure I keep all the pain hidden well,
I keep my secrets deep down so I'll never tell,
I get ****** up to forget,
But I can only stand for so long while I'm getting hit,
I'm begging for a reprimand,
But I'm to withered to ask for a hand,
So let me end this right here,
I'm not afraid of the nothingness I have no fear.