My emotions overwhelm me My mind is racing again With thoughts of the way your eyes light up when you smile at me And with thoughts on how it all can fall apart. My past has ruined me But you have the power to repair whats broken. Im scared my past will become my present And you'll disappear just as the others have. I'm trying to have faith That maybe you're my prince charming My knight in shinning armor The one to pull me out of my pit. How can one care so much for something so broken? You're my secondhand seranade. My heart is racing again As it always is when you're on my mind. I hope with all me heart you're my beginning Of the end of all my dark days. I wish to spill my guts to you For you to see my nasty insides. But I'm waiting. Waiting for my trust to be cconfirmed. Until then I'll take pen to paper And write to an imaginary you. Love songs and sappy quotes Is what your name means to me. Synonymous to hope and happiness. Even now I'm afraid that I won't be able to let go. They say third times the charm. But luck hasn't been my best friend. Yet here I am letting it all go Lett.
Update: while I was writing this the person it was about ironically left me. Kinda funny how the world works. So I'll leave it be. Let it grow a deeper meaning. Symbolize the irony in everyday.