I sat there; afraid, alone, and tired
I didn't know what to do, where to go
No one else will do, You I admired
They tried to help me, all I said was no
Without your love, It’s getting hard to hear
Without your love I think I’m going blind
Without you I am enclosed with dark fear
Without you I am scared of my own mind
Slowly watching the clock that Is my time
Aware that It Is time for me to die
Drowning myself In *****, spit, and grime
The most that I can do Is wonder why
If your love was my reason for living
Why don’t I think I’ll ever quit crying