i am willing to help you find all of your pieces to buy you the tread and needle you'll need once you've gathered them and i promise not to look or make pained faces while you put yourself back together inthe quiet of y o u r basement bedroom because i know what it means to feel like you're missing a limb but the ache is coming from somewhere deeper deeper deeper than you ever could have imagined your chest could sink it is so scary to wake up and not be sure if your lungs are still connected or if you're going to be able to get off thecouchbecause you've been too sad to sleep in your own bed please know that i will not forceyoutobe h a p p y or give up your past, but i will be here if you decide to do those things