Forgiveness is something I give too much,
It forced people to use me as a crutch.
As I pushed people away,
It brightened my day.

Away from the drama, away from the pain.
Never left me grasping for anything else to gain.
My life is so peaceful, most of the time.
Loving to be by myself, isn't a crime.

So often, I struggled to find the words to say,
Never had I thought i'd see the day,
Where my struggles were few and I could be myself,
Not around anybody else.