In the middle of the night
I long for your touch
I long for your presence
I long for you
But I know I can no longer have you
I can no longer  feel you
I can no longer need nor want you
But it's so hard not to want something that cause so much happiness
But you caused so much pain too
Caused me to slip back under but you pulled me back again
It was like a game of push and pull
But in the end I got hurt
While you left untouched of pain or a single tear
Unlike I who still cries  for you to be by my side
For you to love me again