Wasting time distorts my dreams. Those drinks won't build the bridge I need. I kept making myself become sidetracked on this journey. You can only backtrack on a train and still get to your destination. These tracks you leave will be heavier. But it just doesn't compare. Do you really want to make it? Or do you like the idea of it? Do the thoughts of it make you happy for a moment? Souls sail easily when the wind blows so vigorously. Must be the beast in me. Beast mode is not the mode I want to be in because It causes the beast in me to trample everyone and thing in my path. That's not love. Making it at all costs is more costly than the think. Reap what you sow.