Nothing is right. I ruined everything. I held the world. I had a lover. I had love. I had hope. I had everything. I threw it away. One night. That's all it took. One night. With the wrong one. One night. And I cant trust again. I threw it all away. I threw you away. When all I wanted. Was to throw myself away. All I wanted. Was to self harm. All I did. Was destroy us.