A day is not the same without you now.... Like i remember days before that.... I close my eyes not because im scared.... They are now floodgates against incredible torrents.... I used to be able to figure out "why?....." Now its just a flurry of pain.... A familiar shot to the gut.... I cant miss them anymore..... I cant say the worst is over.... Everyday it seems worse than the day before..... Oh sadness my dear friend... We can never be enemies.... Cause i know you would **** me.....