I’m looking for fossils on my skin for the people who have once touched me Sometimes I hug myself and feel like a stranger My bruises match the violet colored sky you used kissed me under press honeysuckle sunlight and rosewater into my wounds I woke up ****** with a cherry pit in my mouth I’m sorry I’m so hard to love I’m an angel who’s body you mutilated by your honeyed words your kisses feel like hell but your body feels like heaven lift up my skirt and I’ll show you where the moonlight stained me skull **** me on the floors of an abandoned house with pink wallpaper it rains so much in my heart it began to grow spores touch me on my stained bed covers while your on speed dig through my chest cavity and pull out all the weeds