i used to think trust appeared with the right words, it would b l i n k out of the universe the way new stars are born- - -not and then a l l at o n c e .
but you cross into the concept that trust is built, as with wires beams and panels, love, faith and identity---
I trust him to do this, to not do that, trust that he won't go there and will come here, but i've realized that trust has been misconstrued with worry, with the innate desire to control any and all things that pass by me in their states.
lately, though, trust had been been a release, a slack line, a whole box of blackberries, celery and raisins pink knuckles, deep breaths and sky blue nails
i have an armful of things I cannot let go but they slide out one by one without my knowledge, trust is a blind thing, not like hope, because hope is hoping and trust is trusting with so much more vigor, less of a spectacle and more of a private ceremony, a quiet wedding appropriated in smiles and the brush of duchess satin to and fro, to and fro to and fro.