I let ivy try the trunk, green all winter yet buds haven't come with warm weather it'll rot and drop this summer or next, if it's too dry
I'll pretend surprise as I oil the saw again, strike teeth with a file left on the old tool bench downstairs... one last time, I think, as we're all showing our wear
it's still tall, met the sky once when it left - I heard the sigh but turned and went back to sleep imagining nothing but cutting until morning