I scream in my sleep
thinking of that creep
now that I finally have you
I cant even touch you
he tied me up and torchered me continuosly
but you found me and killed he
sometimes I tell myself you should've let me be
but maybe I was ment to die
even though you tell me it's a lie
but now I'm free I realise there is nothing here
nothing I can actually bare
I go to the clubs I "share"
you say you'll always be "there"
but you wont you will never be "there"
when I "fought" for my life i never had something to push me to go on
I dont have a daughter nor a son
he had taken everyone, everything
I remeber I sat there hearing the birds sing
I remeber how much I wanted to go right then and there
so when you say you'll be "there" you'll never
*be there