Buying time I don't know why I don't want to tell the truth Of how I lost my mind I look at you And you seem put together Like nothing bothers you I on the other hand Can't accept life No, can't accept the way Things are I try and I try But it's a useless cause A useless attempt I want to be for sure Though I know I'm not I feel like the world is on My shoulders and I can't Get this monkey off my back