Sometimes I think, I have done the best, The best of what I aspired to do, But I sit down, Reflecting it all as my small reminder, Is then that I realize that I'm far behind, Behind the expected and the schedule, And I have to rewrite it again in a different script, Filter and debug the errors into a clear pattern of it, Into a recipe of the expected, And put them in a humane format, And I'm forced to admit, On a daily basis that I'm nowhere near being smart of what I want to be, Trying, failing, trying, falling and standing firm again, Will see me through, And I believe it will see me through in my forthcoming times, In my dealings and my endeavors, And I will be the best in my empire. The king in my own world,