When I look at myself in the mirror i think why is this so hard? Those brown eyes have seen a lot.. My hands are ***** and my skin is tough from peoples remarks and actions I've done in the dark. my heart hurts cause i believe sin is real to live in it the ownere ask for monthly pay and title it "a vacant spot". I see love there and i wanna change the world, all this knowledge keeps me from harm but what if I'm harming myself? I swear this life can be so hard when you actually see what's in the mirror and besst thing about it is I'm not getting any younger...