I have the cards of life displayed On the table, the ace of spades Has come up many times through Out the years on this earth. I've Tried to listen to the wind, Ever telling me not to go down A paticular road, but my instincts Ran wild and I chose the wrong Path, trying to get away with Something, ever being the selfish Martyr. I wanted your attention, Your pity, hoping that you will Feel sorry for me and I would Justify my actions, saying that It was just "boys being boys"