The negative will always turn, to burn the burn out of the burned in germ and the positive which gives a ride to the mental attitude on which I glide quite gracefully, returns to me.
It alternates, this state of mind it changes things in which I find the energy which then combines with something, I don't know the name, but it makes things better all the same.
No pills involved I have revolved to spin again and turn to burn out all the pain, in doing so, I'll either grow stronger, or I'll die.