Don't worry, your mind is beautiful. We all curse at the pulling of insecure Splinters from the soft skin of our Self-esteem.
We bark at what makes us feel Weak; lesser. Under some sort of attack, Though the attacks are far, far too often Imagined.
I too fear at times the anger and unkind Wishes I may instinctively draw upon others. Hell, the ugliest things I've ever seen Were with my eyes closed.
Don't worry, your mind is beautiful; At its purest when you catch yourself. And put a wrong thought Right.