I still have that little blue container The one with the green sharpie heart on the lid Full to the brim Of the **** you grew
My mind plays Through a brilliant scenerio Where I open it And the smell takes me back
To taking **** hits While watching a live TV performance Of the Gorillaz (my favorite) That you recorded while I was at school
Or making hash with ice Taking turns stirring Until our arms got tired Reruns of South Park playing for hours
Or when you came to visit me at college And we went to eat at a busy restaurant Standing outside on a busy street You say "We can smoke here right?"
Or when I was in Japan And you forgot where you parked So you reported your car stolen And traded my friend a joint for a place to crash
Or sneaking out to the alley During breaks at our gig And you getting so high That you can't remember how the next song starts
It's been two years now Since I've opened the container It's likely getting stale and becoming un-smokable
But I'm waiting Until I can think about you without crying Until the happy memories outweigh All of this emptiness in me
But everytime I think about How I'll never smoke a joint with you again I realize no amount of time will stop the hurt An no familiar smell will bring you back