How do I stop the ****** voices from talkin. This emotional roller coaster is a muthafucker. Bout ready to get off. when's the next stop? Feeling stuck in a pit bottom How do I make it to the top? Who can I talk to without passing the virus That's eating me internally Taking away from my being Being able to smile, being able to provide, to support & encourage My vision of the positive constantly distorted It's a plague & it's contagious You'd take cover if you knew better But ignorance is the greatest. How would you know when I've painted on a grin Not until I open my mouth and escapes the Gin Off my breath into your face Then you'll understand a lil better My mental state