I remember a time when I would blush when someone would compliment me
a time when the evils in the world were countries away
a time when I gave everyone my trust and heart because they said they cared.


Now when I get complimented I ask if its a cruel joke

Now the evils in the world are the ones raging on the inside of me whispering in my ear


Now I have come to believe that everyone lies to get what they want, and I can't trust anyone
not even myself