I'll be the first to admit that I love that adrenaline rush. I loved having the chance to be the wild child I wanted to be. It was all great. Speed Racer. I've seen you almost smash into a guardrail on a bridge, have two head-on-collisions. One with a car, the other with a bus. You've hit 95 in 35 mph zone. I couldn't wrap my head around how you did that. It's scared me from day 1 that one of us could get hurt. That adrenaline rush kept me going though. Racing you, Speed Racer, was my guilty pleasure. However, I don't know what I would do if I could stand seeing you crash into a guardrail or have a head-on collision. I can't be responsible. And when that chick told me that she hoped I crashed because it would be funny... That's why I told you I couldn't participate anymore. It kills me, Speed Racer. My resistance can only be so strong. It kills me that I can't take part in my guilty pleasure. It kills me that I can no longer race you, Speed Racer.