anyway... take care of yourself he sighs as if somehow he has a right to feel pain what does he think I've been doing for the past year since the day he got up and disappeared he said don't lose yourself in one night stands don't drink too much and leave your cigarettes at home and i say or what? you won't want me anymore? even his eyes grew silent as mine become slightly violent you can't tell someone you once loved what todo you can't leave them and have them too.