So torn apart
So confused and cursed
Like blood in my veins
I'm hot and tempered.
To much to say
To much to cry,
Like rivers in spring
I flood with the cold.
What is happening
To my beautiful self
That I once knew?
What happened to my thoughts
That were ever so clear.
My heart and mind, like cat and dog
Fight each other until one is hurt.
Confused and scared
I don't know what to do!
Waves that crash
And words that speak
Hit me with darkness
and with fright.
I want to scream and I want to cry
Dear God in heaven
why is this here?!
Why is this now?!
I'm hurt and in pain
Does no one understand?
I am dying and no one is there.
Please God, will people only watch and stare?