I am Fifteen
and my life
the one thing
I don't understand about me
Continues to eat away at me
I can’t figure out who I need to be
How come I’m so confused
Always so confusing
What if I just stop
Put an end to it all
And sister’s not at home
gone again

I feel the need to fit in
But i want to be an individual
This town is getting the best of me
What if I up and leave
before life presumably starts
Will they even care
Or come and find me
I crave independence
But need parental guidance
And sister’s not at home
gone again

Nobody understands me
Not even myself
I dont want to be hurt again
So my emotions are left on the shelf
I should be the one
With the Barbie Doll smile
but no im the invisible one
I have nowhere to go
but so many places to be
And sister’s not at home
gone again