I have never felt such a huge and sudden urge for something something else than what I have I want truth and I want reality wake me up, I'm ******* done with dreaming wake me up, I'm too **** tired of sleeping I'm so ******* angry and I don't know why- I've been robbed. I've been robbed. They're taking from me everything that ever meant anything, they're taking from me everything that makes me who I am. What is happening, why am I letting them? Surely there's more to humanity than to just keep breathing.