the best version of myself exists in clearance-nike-outlet-wear pulling up hair made blonde by the sunshine bending over tanned and strong legs tying shoelaces and laughing musical notes willingly escaping genuine smiles my tummy is strong then, but with soft edges i'm proud because it's held my body together all these years i'm proud because it will carry a mini human someday inside my head there are coloring books sprawled across a playroom factory and all the gears are turning and i'm functioning i'm breathing my heart is beating and i'm not scared of eating girl scout cookies when i'm with my girls in clearance-nike-outlet-wear i'm not scared to let laughs float to the surface or hiccups i'm not scared of anything at all we're real together and we have freckly runner legs that love splashing in the puddles our tears make we're not always gonna be together we are always gonna be real together