Why do I say the things I do, I seem to hurt so many people, especially my family and friends? They want the best of me and I choose so many things that aren't good . They want me to do the best in life but I have turned my back on them so many times, gone in a direction they never wanted me to go in the first place. Why am I such a fool? I can't seem to get on track, what the hell is holding me back? I'll look into the mirror, visualize there is a better road to go down, not the path I seem to always turn to- The ******* life. I'll tear down these walls and let others in before I end up dead and never say thank you to all the ones who have helped me along this road
That I am on. I don't want to fall victim to the idea that I can never change and all will be well. What kind of person would I be if I never said, "I love you."  just watched the days pass by without a word of compassion and kindness, not letting others know how much they mean to me, before all have given up on me and I'm left alone?