Like indistinct windows of a passing train, Shifting my eyes to keep up with the stories, Stories and people in each window, Life passes me like the blurred train, I am afraid I'll miss it, not fast enough to keep up.
Once every now and then this feeling creeps in, That I'm not good enough, may be I don't belong, On days I soar higher than the clouds, It comes down to my abilities and limitations, And my fear that I don't know enough.
When I soar I remember the feeling, Like I'm invincible and can do anything, More importantly though, I feel my existence is justified, People in my life with their kindness and affection, Make me feel loved.
I forget that often, that I am loved, Trapping myself in a bubble of misery, Chained to the burden of my fears and failures, Then out of nowhere you come along and carry the whole of me, With my good and bad, I fly again in your love.