lately i've been too tired to take care of things- i haven't been watering my cacti and this is the perfect metaphor- we need to water us so we can grow again. i know we've been down lately, but the sun's coming out and i know you want time for other things, but let's chill and calm down. there's so much time to balance out, we'll get it right, and i'll still have plenty of time to kiss you this summer, maybe even on some sand. and even a week from now will be better than today, right? we're making it through the winter this begins another fun part between this moment and the questionable end, i want to see us smile again