I cannot hear someone talk about love without thinking of a plane crash The sudden moments of ecstasy and then the drawn out turbulence In trying to decide which loved one is the one worth calling Which memory will lace itself through your mind like a drug Love does not care about your disposition, it does not care about the timing Love comes when love feels it should, even when it is wrong I have noticed that I love far too fast Stare the beast in the face and I break like a fever, like a bad habit, like a windshield Under the sound of his roar He does not care how loud I scream, it only screams back louder Love does not care about my disinclined heart beat that races too fast for too many people So when your friend introduces you to a boy, resist making a memory of his cologne You do not need another memento of a love that may never be Do not fool yourself into thinking that this is okay You are not supposed to be at war So why do you insist on putting yourself on the front line?