Deep within me there is a void, blacker-than-black and cavernous. I have known this since childhood. The void is there, and an emptiness so final that I want to weep. In that dark, deep place my soul of soul resides , and it is enveloping -- this void within me: it calls to me in terrors of the night. It whispers to me on sunlit afternoons, when I think I am at peace. I shudder, and the skin of my eyes peels away. Deep within me there is a void, black, so black -- and cavernous.