The light we seek has no shadow Yet we close our eyes to find ourselves in darkness We can only dream in the ways of our existence In this life even transcendence must share the night You must find the heart of everything It exists inside a chestnut cabinet Because it once existed in a tree Changing form is not death But change is only when you are ready to die To be born to another life within the life you live There is no desire that cannot be challenged For what is desire but the pursuit of pleasure Mastering yourself means rejecting yourself And then the battle must begin Against who you are Against who you are to become Because you do not know what you will become You only know it is time The coffin has not been lost It has only been moved For where you must lay is not where you will die But inside were the emotions of those you once hurt The inconvenience of their desires lie together And now the coffin lives above ground Waiting for you to open it Not to climb in but to give them new life But the question remains Will they be close to you or on the edge Where your fears gather in darkness? Asking you if you are willing to walk past them Because change is not turning your back To cast shadows on those you once buried But instead to walk into the light of their forgiveness