i sat up on a sinking down over-grown messy hair scratching my face and ***** plates piled in the sink memories of a year ago flitter through my memory like old film projecting sweeter and more saturated colors on a time I once loathed why do things always seem better when they're from the past? over-drawn lips new curves cracks and rolls our to-do lists never seem to be complete all we have is messy hair on our heads and a sink full of ***** plates